Where do I go from here...
I'm not sure to be quite honest. And that's why I'm posting this... When I first started doing the whole blogging thing, I thought it would be a great way to practice writing and just get out of my own head...but then I started writing more for other people than for myself. (I'm reminding myself of Edward saying that but no I'm not about to come out with a big "reveal".) I just wasn't being myself. I felt more like I had to come up with something entertaining... or noble and honorable sounding or even funny and Lord knows that's a struggle, sometime. Actually I'm a real hoot in person. So I lost the purpose of me writing in the first place. Plus when I started I was working a job that I hated and blogging kept me from a) doing any "real work" b) jumping from a ledge and c) killing my supervisor.
But now I'm doing a job I like (well so far) and I'm super busy and I don't have anything too interesting to say so I'm going to take a break. I hope the two people that read me from time to time won't mind if I still check out their pages and comment once in awhile. I love reading you guys. It' s like my afternoon pick-me-up! Thanks for being there for me and thanks for being encouraging.
I may come back from time to time if I have something I really just gotta lay out on paper but it'll probably be real sporadic and definitely "real".